「務要傳道，無論得時不得時，總要專心；並用百般的忍耐，各樣的教訓，責備人、警戒人、勸勉人。」（提摩太後書四章二節，和合本）
有時，不是沒有機會，而是自己沒有準備好。這個多星期的靈修都不太好。總知道是自己的問題，只是好像沒有心去改……
好朋友離開香港。其實都沒什麼大不了——已經很少見面了。只是借這個機會，買了他一本《靈命日糧》和其他一些書、CD之類。總想他可以有一點點心，有日可以互相支持。
說實在的，我認識的人中，能夠有點點對神的，沒有多少個。知道我真實需要的，又可以有誰呢？自己都不怎好，難怪沒什麼幾個。
星期六跟更新會到碧屋傳福音，自己實在要好好預備。之前知道仍沒有人帶詩。
一個已有七年多沒有聽過的名字，一個近十年沒有來住同學。再次聽見他的全名，竟然是從一個 financial planner 的口。
舊同學的電話，是用來出買的吧？
這個星期發生了幾件大事小事，只簡單記下：
“A hen is only an egg's way of making another egg.” — Samuel Butler.
“Thus, a young woman aroused by sexual desire is not necessarily listening to her own essential, unique, individual needs when she decides to follow the bent of her instincts. She is actually doing what she was made to do as a member of biological species, serving the needs of the genes that have programmed her behaviour for their own ends. It is true that she would be experiencing pleasure if she satisfied her desire; but then pleasure is simply the bait that evolution has devised to entice her to reproduce. And of course, if she give full rein to her sexual interests, she could create a great deal of trouble in the future.
On the other hand, if the young woman decides to curb her desire in order to finish a physics assignment or to work on a fund-raising drive, it could again be said that she is not serving her own interest, but obeying the interests of the social system that she has internalized in the form of values. It seems, then, that whether she acts on her instincts or not, she ends up being manipulated by outside interests — either genetic or social.” — The age of choice
講科學，總沒有辦法講通這個問題。
